needing love

I stroked it gently,
wiped it's crystal of sadness.
Then closed the eyes,
it get into the dream
jolted over the rough ground.
suffering......

This brought me back to my memory
a blind cat hardly moved its disabled body
hoping for a bright future.

Animal cannot speak,
but,though his eyes,
I saw
demand of a hug.

Rain,like a string of pearl,
fell from the roof.
I could hear the bark of some stray dogs.
They were yearning for a shelter.

so cold,
my heart needs a cotton-padded clothes.

Ding Dong Bell

Full fathom father lies,
Open and open my eyes,
can't see the light,
Onlooker sees most,
I do not agree,
as they can't feel,
the suffering inside.
We get angry with each other,
told it not.
emotionally spoilt-wrath did grow
nymphs hourly rings his knell:
Yes,
I heard...Ding Dong Bell.

.....After Storm

Things that beyond my control,

I have to accept.

The gratitude I feel

for the calmness I get.

Thou art the charcoal,

In the winter of my life.

Letting go might not be a bad choice at times,

and I know,

Stop moving will not bring changes.

Laughter faded away,thunderstorm keeps always

Curve your mouth up,

when you are annoyed,

I...tell myself.

Yesterday I found that mydear Rocky's body had so many fleas.It was so unbelieveable as I just took it for a bath three days ago with much procuratorial works.I was afraid because the place it always sleeps and my bedroom is just separated by a thin wall.And I worried that it will cause harm to my dear if I uproot the flea from it.I can just do nothing besides nervous.Sadness heats my heart up.After a day of cleaning and checking my house-Wah!!!Maybe Rocky wanted toexpress that our house was too dirty.haha...Hopefully that Rocky will recover soon,after using the expensive medication.God bless...

A song we sing~❤

I continue our show, after losing you. All of the audience give me the warm applause with their appreciative expression. The show never perfect, singing with a lonely soul and nobody will know how cool is the atmostphere. I smile reluctanty at them, defeated by loneliness again... LOVE ME TENDER...LOVE ME SWEET...NEVER LET ME GO...YOU HAVE MADE MY LIFE COMPLETE...AND I LOVE YOU SO...                                                                                                                     

freedom~

Today is the last day I become a normal student.
I waked up at wee hours of the morning,
changed the uniform that always suitable for me.
I could see the discrepant face through the mirror.


Today, I enjoy my last unrestrained reccess,
like normal,I accompanied my best friend,Chen Bee
,to spend our free time on field.
I closed my eyes, to feel the gentleness of the wind.
I took a deep breath and gazed at the sky.
Sigh...I am always defeated by the bird.
... ...
... ...
I wake up early in the morning,
change the new uniform,

prepare to face the duty that I finally concede.

Expectation toward an on coming year ahead!

  Day by day,month by month,finally I reach the destination which I have always expected.This year,I am like a runner,I try my best to do every thing in a short time.Having a competition with time,fill in all my free time,and retrieve so many bad situations .I ever escaped from my school work,stress,friends and even family.But,I have finally found the key to open the door and accept the warming sun shine--so great!
  After two days,this year will become history,and me,Lim Xue Jin are still growing.I will continue to be a good runner,reach every small destination proudly until the moment I close my eyes--my last destination.The main aim of my life is 'DO NOT REGRET!'This year,I catch every chance which I feel merited.Next year,I will be the same and even go further.
  Life is once in a life time,I have no ability to augment it's quantity but I have the energy to increase it's quality.I shout "I want!I want a meaningful and colourful life!I want to do the best before I feel regret!I want to be a great daughter,great teacher before the world ends!