needing love

I stroked it gently,
wiped it's crystal of sadness.
Then closed the eyes,
it get into the dream
jolted over the rough ground.
suffering......

This brought me back to my memory
a blind cat hardly moved its disabled body
hoping for a bright future.

Animal cannot speak,
but,though his eyes,
I saw
demand of a hug.

Rain,like a string of pearl,
fell from the roof.
I could hear the bark of some stray dogs.
They were yearning for a shelter.

so cold,
my heart needs a cotton-padded clothes.

Ding Dong Bell

Full fathom father lies,
Open and open my eyes,
can't see the light,
Onlooker sees most,
I do not agree,
as they can't feel,
the suffering inside.
We get angry with each other,
told it not.
emotionally spoilt-wrath did grow
nymphs hourly rings his knell:
Yes,
I heard...Ding Dong Bell.

.....After Storm

Things that beyond my control,

I have to accept.

The gratitude I feel

for the calmness I get.

Thou art the charcoal,

In the winter of my life.

Letting go might not be a bad choice at times,

and I know,

Stop moving will not bring changes.

Laughter faded away,thunderstorm keeps always

Curve your mouth up,

when you are annoyed,

I...tell myself.

Yesterday I found that mydear Rocky's body had so many fleas.It was so unbelieveable as I just took it for a bath three days ago with much procuratorial works.I was afraid because the place it always sleeps and my bedroom is just separated by a thin wall.And I worried that it will cause harm to my dear if I uproot the flea from it.I can just do nothing besides nervous.Sadness heats my heart up.After a day of cleaning and checking my house-Wah!!!Maybe Rocky wanted toexpress that our house was too dirty.haha...Hopefully that Rocky will recover soon,after using the expensive medication.God bless...

A song we sing~❤

I continue our show, after losing you. All of the audience give me the warm applause with their appreciative expression. The show never perfect, singing with a lonely soul and nobody will know how cool is the atmostphere. I smile reluctanty at them, defeated by loneliness again... LOVE ME TENDER...LOVE ME SWEET...NEVER LET ME GO...YOU HAVE MADE MY LIFE COMPLETE...AND I LOVE YOU SO...                                                                                                                     

freedom~

Today is the last day I become a normal student.
I waked up at wee hours of the morning,
changed the uniform that always suitable for me.
I could see the discrepant face through the mirror.


Today, I enjoy my last unrestrained reccess,
like normal,I accompanied my best friend,Chen Bee
,to spend our free time on field.
I closed my eyes, to feel the gentleness of the wind.
I took a deep breath and gazed at the sky.
Sigh...I am always defeated by the bird.
... ...
... ...
I wake up early in the morning,
change the new uniform,

prepare to face the duty that I finally concede.